Be Thankful, Mira!!

Today, i cried my heart out driving my way to work thinking how messed up my life is at the moment. just as i thought id be relieved of 3-quart of my burden by end of this month..another 1 and a half arisen! why oh why? car insurance-credit cards-bills bills bills..i should've known not to idly applied to get a taste of debts! itu lah..gatal namanye! orang kata jangan, degil!

and 2 days i was served with puddles of water in my kitchen area that leaks out to wet the entire area outside my door-down to the corridor, past my neighbour houses!I cant find the source! and it was made worse cuz my kitchen and my hall light had not been fixed for the past few weeks (weekSSSS!), so i can vaguely see my way around at night-thus berkali2 la terpijak air kat dapo tu-pastu basah satu rumah!..da la sink leaking (someone promised sweetly to look thru that matter abt a month+ ago!), my toilet is happily spilling water to ensure my water bill rockets evry month, my butt is sore due to injection from my last visit to the doc, my toe-thumb is sore(that's y i got the injection) so i dressed crappy to work cuz i cant wear all my fav shoes!, my phone is goin kaput, my ipod cable is infected with virus!! and I'm feeling dizzy macam nak demam pasal pikir benda2 ni!!

But then, it hit me when i read about the quake that hit Indonesia. No matter how much Im at debt or had deeply dug my own shithole, I still hav the people I love around me-to kiss me better n to turn to,I still hav the option of favourite restaurants to buka puasa in, I still hav my car to drive to work, still hav my comfy bed n pillow to slump in tonight, hav a job with a company which is generous enough to give occasional bonus to help me with my debts-despite self-proclaimed authorised colleague to share my workplace with (I can always see it all as a form of entertainment, kan?), no matter how much I'm owing the banks, I can still spare some money to burn for fun (ciggies!) =( ..and I can't help but wonder, after all that God has shown us of The Mighty's ability to take it all away within a blink of an eye..why do we still need to see more disasters n tragedy to be reminded that we shouldn't be questioning our luck and be thankful of what we have instead?

now i feel shitty for complaining too much, but at least-we can all learn from my mistake..kan?Let's say our Alhamdulillah and minimise as much on unnecessaries..

Ya Allah, please provide much help and shelter for the needy..jauhkan kami dari bala' n waba'..Amin